157. Breadcrumbs about unblocking creative potential

Just trying to document this as it's happening: I'm slowly finding a way around some fears that have been holding me back for a long time.

I have been blocking the flow of creativity with fear - 'they'll never put my event on the marquee', 'I'll offend the dance teacher by negotiating me not putting on this event for free'
I didn't realize how much this was limiting my opportunities - the ones that come in naturally and the ones I make for myself
Each time I send a hard email or put on a successful event it's more data about what's possible and what I'm capable of
ChatGPT is propelling me forward by helping me communicate my ideas and managing the tension of making tricky requests
And also just clenching my butt a little bit less about everything is also helping

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